Thursday, August 11, 2011

OMG MY FACEBOOK GOT HACKED!!! >=(!!!?

Urgh, I really really really HATE my school and my so called "friends". First, everybody complains how I look too "emo" for them (I was a goth, and still am. I had short dark red hair and always wore makeup, had tattoos on my body and piercings. Well I still have the piercings and tattoos). Everytime I would come near them, they will always scream and run away and act like complete idiots. They say how I should die, or cut myself, since I am "emo" and always unhappy. Recently, I've dyed my hair to my natural color, which is blonde, my hair is now up to around mid neck, and I've been wearing black more less, now I'm recently starting to wear white, red, and grey, and now I don't even wear black makeup anymore, and I've put less makeup now, and people still make fun of me for being "emo", and a fake b#tch. I've been into a lot of fights this year and been suspended many times, because of those b#tches in school that act like they own the freaking world! One of those kids from my school hacked my myspace before back when I was in 6th grade, I don't know how he found out my pword, but he did. And he completely changed my whole information and put alot of things on my page that I haven't even wrote like "Hi, I am Kandra and I lyk to cut myself coz I h8 da world and i h8 peepole!!!", first of all, my name is C A S A N D R A!!!! And people like to misspell my name a lot just to get a rise out of me, second of all, I don't cut myself, I never had and never will, third of all, I don't do typos, I think it sucks, and I know how to spell PEOPLE!!! And they deleted some of my favorite pictures and they instead uploaded a picture of me in a naked fat man's body on the computer with the writing below "I am a an unhappy lowlife sbag. I think I should go kill myself now." I eventually found out who hacked it and I reported him to the principal and he got expelled from school, and I fixed all of my information on my profile and I changed my pword. Now, I have a bully in school. She has fake blonde hair with a tan, is preppy, brings a coach bag with her to school every day, wears the same Juicy sweater, wears uggs every day, and her name is Natalie. She hates me because I'm Emo, thinks she is prettiest in the whole school, but I think she's ugly as hell, especially her huge gonzo nose. She stole my boyfriend from me once and has made my life miserable to the point that I was considering suicide. We both got to a fight last month, hoping she will stop bullying me. But it seems like she won't stop, no matter how much I try stand up for myself. Recently, she says that she's gonna make the whole world see who I am. So, 2 weeks ago, I logged in to facebook and I see that my whole profile was changed to some random typos stuff, and such, my profile was the same thing like when this kid hacked me a few years ago, except that my profile picture had my head into some naked fat girl's body, and the writing under the picture said "My name is Kandra and I wont bois n gurls to fok mi fat @sshole becoz I am emo, and I h8 everyone in dis world.", my status was something really discriminating, vulgar and crude, and I don't think I should say it on Yahoo Answers. I know it was Natalie, because she's been saying she's gonna hack my account, and again, I don't know how she got my pword but she did. I tried contacting the principal and the teachers, the BOE, even the police, about this. But it seems like they don't care, because they say that kids do things like this all the time, and that they're probably just Juvenile now, and that they'll grow out of it later on. I'm only in 9th grade and I've been severely bullied all year, I've been bullied before in middle school, but it was nothing like this. It has gotten to the point that they're discriminating me about my religion (They claimed I was a satanist, because of the way I was dressed), my race (They called me white trash, and a cracker. Even though there are a lot of white people at my school), my sense of style, and they even beat me up in school, and I fight back, but in the end, I'm always the one in trouble and not them. And the teachers don't care either, they bully me too. Before I got to a fight with Natalie, she asked everybody who wanted to watch her beat me up, and everyone (even the teachers) raised their hand. And she didn't get in trouble for fighting, but I did. And I can't be homeschooled, nor can I afford to go to a Catholic school (I'm not even catholic anyway). I don't know what to do anymore. It's getting to the point where I am terrified to go back to school, and I've never been this terrified before in my whole life. It's getting to the point that when I turn 16, I am DROPPING OUT and working in god knows where I'm gonna be. And I'm not planning to go back to that school next year, if my mom makes me go, I'll just wait until it's my birthday (which is October), and I'm dropping out as soon as I turn 16. I even try telling my family that I'm bullied. Th

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