Please please PLEASE help me and telll me what you think about my relationship PLEASE i'm a mess?

easier said than done, I know, but you have to stand your ground and get out of his life completely. delete his number and any form of contact you have with him. find some friends to hang out with when you're lonely and just do what ever you can to not talk to him. I've been here, its hard..believe it or not there are girl out there that act like him lol and its just as hard to get them out of your life. it took me about a year to get my ex out of my head and now I'm with the most amazing girl ever. there is a guy out there for you I promise it. good luck =)